After I left school last month
Just feeling like I´m free
but…
I have depression and all so diseas…
Which I have rest of my life..
Thanks so much genes!! *sarcasm*
My doctor tell that to me and Is all most 4 month I eat those drugs and I hate those!! drugs fucking every morning!!!!!!
Then my family!!! Argh!!!
!! argh!!! AAAAAA!!!
FUCK YOU, FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
YOU THINK I´M DOORMAT!!!!
MY PARENT´S!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
PLEAS!!! I´M NOT HEALTHY!!!
I NEED HUG SOMTIMES!!!!
NOT FROM YOU FATHER!!!
YOU NEVER NOTICE ME A GIRL, YOU THINK I´M BOY!!
THATS WHY I DON´T KNOW WHICH I´M BOY OR GIRL!!
MY MOM COULD Not believe I´m a girl, WHEN I WAS BORN,
mom said that to me when I was only 14
MOM… YOU hated me when my friend cut my hair very short, but I
juts wanna hear you like my new hairstyle, but you just yelled to me and saying
cruel things, that was when I just only 15.
But now you tell me sometimes when I´m your house you miss me…
but still…
crying when my family don't see, thas meaning my home.
Next month I´m 20 and I feel like…I failed my whole life all the time
This day was so awful day, but I have my dog . My friend <3.
I miss my friends Q.Q